Tuesday, December 10, 2013

BLOG 17 - Potential draft for paper

Having some trouble narrowing down a focus and choosing categories due to the nature of the topic and mixture of data I collected... Here is my thought for how to set this up, so I can get writing without further difficulty :)

Intro: 

Defining Bias (everyone has a difference of opinion on this) talking about the journey of our human unconscious state of being bias.


Literacy Review:

Article on Bias in the Classroom: Types, Frequencies, and Responses by Guy A. Boysen a & David L. Vogel. Article focusing on lots of studies conducted in the classroom on students being bias. However, not so much focused on what I was interested in- in terms of where is it possibly stemmed from, how do we face it, does it cloud our everyday judgment, etc. Discuss further.

Methods:

Collaboration of data between teacher and student (interview protocol and questions asked in both interviews) Why were they different? Is it evident that it is a challenge to face human nature of being bias? Discuss further with data to support. Evidence of teacher not realizing his own bias. Students experiences with stories shared of past teachers being bias. Discuss further.

Category of Analysis:

To  be determined.

Discussions:

Conversation challenges/ comfort level between both participants.

Connections: 

Possible connection to challenge of speaking and admitting bias- similarity in both interviews in terms of realizing that not one thing "stems from it"; human nature/ society.

Conclusion:

Wrapping up research question/ restating info




Monday, December 9, 2013

Follow up interview with Teacher



me:  All ready?
 Participant D:  Yes.
 Sent at 10:15 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Thank you for agreeing to a follow up interview. I hope I haven't troubled you too much! After going back and reading our interview, I realized I missed out on asking about more personal experiences in the classroom and with students. You have lots of experience teaching, so I hope I can trouble you to share a bit more.
 Sent at 10:21 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  I've had several students over the year take my class three times. One student actually failed the class the third time but he was close enough to passing that I gave him the C and sent him on his way. If you wish, I can provide you with all of his relevant biographical information, including his gender. (haven’t asked a question yet; already disclosed gender information)
 Sent at 10:33 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Okay, let's start with that. So you've experienced students retaking your class several times. Did you notice at what point they dropped the class? Trouble with material or lack of effort on their end
 Sent at 10:35 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  Some drop, some stop coming, some don't put in the effort and fail.(didn’t specify at what point he noticed they dropped the class) It's not terribly difficult to do well in my Business Writing course (what might not seem difficult for some may be very difficult for others)- it's pretty much paint by numbers. I reward effort and attention to detail.
 Sent at 10:41 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Do you have an idea of what they found most troubling with the material?
 Sent at 10:46 PM on Wednesday
 me:  This is a writing course and you mentioned you have a pretty evenly distributed diverse classroom. Any pattern in the students that were having trouble with writing and if there was a pattern with a specific item that was of difficulty Sent at 10:48 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  I think the sudden focus on editing can be disorienting for some students. Those with a facility with language and an eye for detail hit the ground running in most cases. (assumption that it’s the focus on editing and not the class material)
 Sent at 10:58 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Do you find it difficult to teach editing skills to a diverse classroom with students who have all different backgrounds/ knowledge of writing? (in previous interview- he stated that he had a very diverse classroom)
 Sent at 11:04 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  I couldn't imagine teaching not being difficult. (unnecessary sarcastic comment; avoided question)
 Sent at 11:07 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Well, of course it is. I deal with younger students where as you deal with college students. In this case, you can shed some light due to your 14 years of experience. You touched on the kids who seemed to be failing due to lack of effort, not so much the material. Can you tell me about some of the best students you've had
 Sent at 11:12 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  The students that do exceptionally well all say the same thing in our "exit interview": "This (3090) was the easiest class I've ever had." Some were not natural editors either. But they put in the time and read the directions and it served them well.
 Sent at 11:16 PM on Wednesday
 me:  What are the steps you as the teacher have taken to help those students that had difficulty and or failed the class several times?
 Sent at 11:27 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  I offer all students the option to email me their work before they hand it in so I can provide more personalized guidance. Some do and some don't. For the students who clearly need it I make clear that I expect them to do so.
 Sent at 11:31 PM on Wednesday
 me:  In regards to the student who failed the class three times, did he follow through with emailing you work prior for comments?
 Sent at 11:33 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  There were more than one and although I can't remember specifics my guess would be no. (why was there more than 1- what is the pattern?) *can remember that he failed the class 3 times, but not remember why
 Sent at 11:34 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Lastly, I know we touched on bias in our last interview. We are all human and are all bias in some way whether it be our upbringing or general stereotypes we make. You mentioned you are very good about being cognizant and guarding that. In this particular case, what kind of bias have you felt and how do catch yourself
 Sent at 11:39 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  Well I never want any of my students to fail, but I have to respect that this is a defining thing for them (what’s the defining thing- learning from their own mistakes?) - the opportunity to push back against difficulty and grow as human beings. Sometimes that growth takes three semesters. (avoided question again)
 Sent at 11:46 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Thank you very much for taking the time to have a follow up interview! Have a wonderful holiday weekend!
 Participant D:  You too!

Blog 15- Interview with Student



Participant Z:  hey i'm here
 Sent at 1:29 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Hi there! Thank you for taking the time to do this interview and for participating!
 Participant Z:  np!
 me:  To start, I would like to ask you some general information. Can you tell me a little bit about yourself?
 Sent at 1:30 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  I'm 29 years old, studying to be a k-5 bilingual education teacher. I am mexican but have been living in NJ since I was 6. I worked as a paralegal for 5 years before deciding to go back to school and be a teacher
 Sent at 1:31 PM on Wednesday
 me:  That's great- welcome back! What inspired you to come back to school?
 Sent at 1:32 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  I wanted to become teacher. My job as a paralegal was not rewarding although I was confortable financially
 Sent at 1:33 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Well, I'm glad you chose the route that would be most comfortable to you, and I'm sure you will be a great teacher! You said you've lived here since you were 6. How was life in Mexico and how would your upbringing was?
 Sent at 1:35 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  I went to private schools. Both of my parents were teachers there. (comes from a family of teachers) I had a normal childhood, nothing different than here
 me:  Was it difficult for you to come here at age 6 with the cultural difference? (assumption on my end that it would perhaps be difficult)
 Sent at 1:39 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  Ummm not really. I knew some english and I was placed in a bilingual classroom. The teacher taught half in spanish and half in english from what I remember. It wasn't like I couldn't speak with anymore. I think it was a smooth transition.
 me:  That's wonderful! How were your teachers throughout Elementary school?
 Sent at 1:41 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  I liked some better than others. I did not like my 2nd grade teacher at all. Looking back, I did learn a lot from her because she was militant (despite feelings-tried to make a positive comment about her) but I always had the feeling that she did not like me (what provoked these feelings?). I later found out that she did not want me in her classroom (how were assumptions of teacher “not liking her” confirmed/found out?)  and had suggested i'd be put in the 1st level bilinugal class (assumption on teachers end that student wasn’t capable before even testing her) but when I took the English test, I scored higher so my skills placed me in the 2nd level bilingual.
 me:  That's interesting. Why did you sense she did not like you? Was this second grade teacher a general ed teacher or a bilingual teacher?
 Participant Z:  I remember one time she accused me of cheating (was this accusation immediately direct and or in front of other studnets?) And made a snarky remark about how my parents were both teachers. (1st example of her not liking the fact that her parents were teachers) My 3rd and 4th were great. It was ...
she was a bilingual teacher
3rd and 4th were also within the bilingual prog but they actually did not speak english
 me:  Accused you of cheating? So it was clear at that point that your theory of her not liking you was probably true
 Participant Z:  yeah, and if I had cheated and had gotten caught, yeah it would have sucked and all but at the age, to be accused of it and you didn't do it...it sticks with you. If funny how i remeber that but not other things (recalled info from such a long time ago; negative experience stuck with her)
 Sent at 1:46 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Well, it definitely impacted you. What was the end result with this teacher? Did she figure out that her accusation was false and did she apologize? How did your relationship with her impact the remainder of the year?
 Sent at 1:48 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  She didn't believe me. So we had these spelling test on a weekly basis I think, so I was practicing one word that i kept getting wrong, and I wrote it on a paper like 5 times to practice and then i crumbled it and put it in my desk. Those desk that you can put stuff under them. And mine was a mess. I mean full of books, papers, pencils etc...they were all a mess. Anyways I did that one day and forgot about it. The day of the test we were done or almost done and she walks by and says whats the paper? and I was like idk...I didn't remember it had been days before. So she took it opened it and was like oh so you cheated? and I was no, that was old. (didn’t want to make it a point to hear student out; let her own feeling cloud her judgment) And I think she called my mom, but thank god she believed me. And when I told my mom what she said about them being teachers I remeber she didn't like it. It was something along he line of "oh look you're cheating and your parents are teachers (2nd example of teacher not liking that student had teachers for parents. Perhaps she felt like she was getting “special treatment?) I didn't feel comfortable from there on. I don't remember anything else as dramatic as that but I was glad when the year was over
 Sent at 1:53 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Well, I'm sorry that happened to you. I'm sure as an adult now and the fact that you're going to become a teacher, you could look back and say "well I would of handled that differently"
Do you remember this teachers ethnicity background?
 Participant Z:  she was hispanic. Either puerto rican or cuban. (teacher was of Hispanic race as well- what was the issue?)
 Sent at 1:56 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Interesting... . Do you remember any other negative experiences you've had with a teacher that stuck with you as this one?
 Sent at 1:59 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  Ummmm let me think....I know that my 5th grade teacher made comments to the class that I still remember bc somehow I felt like he was talking about me.(another experience of feeling like the teacher was talking about her and or didn’t like her- what was provoking it?) This was the year that I moved from Perth Amboy to Highland Park (move from towns was more difficult than move from countries) At HP there wasn't a bilingual program so i was put into a general ed classroom. So he would say things like, some of you don't belong in this class.(teacher not welcoming of different students being placed in his general ed class) There were 4 5th grade classes, I guess they were group a certain way, idk, i'm not sure, but he said that from time to time. Then he would say stuff like next year, I will make sure that those of you that don't belong in this group (assuming they are not good enough to be there) get moved and surprise suprise, I wasn't with that class the following year. (how did teacher manage to “push out all the students he didn’t want? What was his reasoning/evidence in supporting his claims?)
 Sent at 2:04 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  Looking back there were some smart people in the classroom, but obviously i placed in there too. I just again, felt like he didn't like me.(has these feeling a lot) And that was a tough year from me, i had just moved towns, my parents had separated the year before  and I know that it would have helped to have a more encouraging teacher. He did me a favor in a sense bc my main teacher in 6th grade rocked
she was the opposite of him. WIth him i felt like I couldn't or wasn't even capable of doing a good job but with her, she was so encouraging that i went above and beyond (teachers encouragement allowed student to go above and beyond on her own)
 Sent at 2:07 PM on Wednesday
 me:  So your making your negative experience into a positive, that's always good. Why do you feel like these teachers didn't like you or were making comments about you? Were you self conscious about anything?
 Sent at 2:10 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  in 2nd grade, idk, i mean i was new to this country. I'm guessing that because my parents pushed so hard to put me into her classroom, she didn't like that. I mean, most of the other student's parents were not, idk how to say this without it sounding bad bc i don't mean it like that but they were educated. My parents were so they spoke up and I know for a fact she was the one who liked to give the orders. (teacher probably didn’t experience any parents speaking up before and took it out on student from the beginning) I think that carried over into me. As for my 5th grade teacher....
 Sent at 2:12 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  ....i don't know if that was a race thing. I mean he was white, and it was a mainly white town. I was probably the only hispanic in that classroom (reason student felt like he didn’t like her and or a target in terms of speaking about her with comments) although there were indian, Chinese and blacks. I actually just remember something, he had mentioned that his wife was a teacher in perth amboy (large Hispanic population) and how "different" and "bad" the kids (making assumptions that bc they are Hispanic and from that town, it made them ALL bad kids) were. For that one I really do think the race factor played into it to some degree. And its not like I could be making it up as projecting bc I had teacher before and after him that never made me think about my race compared to them or others
 Sent at 2:15 PM on Wednesday
 me:  That's interesting! It's amazing how you remember those little things that just don't sit well with you. Let's get talking about some happy stuff, shall we? Do you recall any stories about any teachers throughout your whole schooling career that have made an impact on your life and for what reasons?
 Sent at 2:18 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  its funny how the bad things are the ones that stick with you more than the good
ummm
 Sent at 2:23 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  well my 6th grade teacher, I loved, she was so caring and encouraging like I said. It was a sharp difference. In highschool I also remember my english teacher who was the person that really made me fall in love with english. (how did this teacher make such a big impact?) I actually read the books for her class lol, and her comments focused on the good that was on the paper as oppose to the mistakes or what was missing. She was warm, positive and inviting. Then there was my chemistry teacher. She was a tough teacher and not because she wasn't nice but bc she had high standards of us and we had to meet them. She didn't lower the bar for anymore. (treated all students fairly) For example, you knew that if you didn't do your hw that was it. You got a zero. There was not chance of having an excuse and it was fair. You got upset but only with yourself.
 Sent at 2:26 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Well, she seemed tough and fair!
Tell me a little about college life- have you ever felt as though a teacher was unfair to you?
 Sent at 2:34 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  ummm...i honestly cant think of any unfair experiences in college. I've studied at Rutgers, at MCC and at Kean but no, i think i've always gotten what I put in. There have been times where I have gone and talked to a professor about a grade or a paper that I felt that I did better than they thought, but I guess because I am older and I have learned to speak up for myself, I can articulate my thoughts and feelings.
 me:  Did those conversations or conferences go well with those teachers?
 Participant Z:  When I was young, I didn't know how....I just got hurt and upset but wasn't able to speak up and say something like I want to talk about this, or that bothered me, or I dont like it when you say this, or what do you mean by saying that etc/.. (is it appropriate for students in elementary school to express their feeling of being hurt or are they supposed to just “get taught”)
 Sent at 2:40 PM on Wednesday
 me:  What have you noticed about teacher/student interactions?
 Participant Z:  yeah because its a respectful conversation. I mean they can tell me that my work sucks as long as they tell me why. (college prof. able to support claims with evidence- how do teachers in elementary school do so? )
teacher/student interaction in what sense? now or before?
 Sent at 2:43 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Both- how would you describe  the diversity amongst the classrooms you've been in and how would you describe the way the teachers/professors interact with students
 Sent at 2:45 PM on Wednesday
 Participant Z:  well that depends on the teacher. Like I said, I've had teachers that said things or did things that made the interaction uncomfortable for me, and Ive had teacher and professors that have treated me with respect and when younger with kindness. The thing is teachers and still humans, and as humans, I think we judge others. Now I think good teachers know how to put all the bs aside and look at their role and impact on that child's life. If you think about the effects of your words and actions on all your students, than teachers would most likely not cause bad memories on their students. You have to look at all students as equals with the same capabilities to learn.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

BLOG 14



INTERVIEW WITH TEACHER
Participant D:  I am here
 Sent at 9:30 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Perfect! Thank you for participating.
 Participant D:  My pleasure
 me:  We'll start with some general information.. Can you tell me a little bit about yourself- How long you've been teaching?
 Sent at 9:33 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  I started teaching in September 1999 - business writing at first, then added world literature a few years later. My educational background is in literature.
 Sent at 9:35 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Wonderful. So you have lots of experience! Can you tell me a little bit about the students you have had in your classes throughout the years?
How would you describe the diversity of students in your class?
 Participant D:  I teach Saturday mornings and at least one night during the week, so I get a mix of young people and older adults already in the work force. Racially the Kean community is extremely diverse, and my class tends to reflect that.
 Sent at 9:38 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Great! Can you tell me a little bit about how the students interact with each other? Do you feel as though they engage with classmates of their culture, sit next to them, and so on?
 Sent at 9:39 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  I'd say students tend to interact quite a bit - sharing personal and professional experiences that cross racial boundaries. If possible, I like to get older students talking about the day-to-day realities of being in the workforce, which can help to illustrate my points to the larger class.
 Sent at 9:43 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Sounds wonderful. How do you feel you interact with students of all different backgrounds?
 Sent at 9:44 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  I like having a diverse class. I'm the teacher, but that doesn't mean I can't learn from my students as well - and I often do.
 Sent at 9:48 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Have you ever noticed any bias going on amongst the students in your class?
 Participant D:  Bias against me or other students? Can you give an example?
 me:  Bias against each other
Do you think any students have been bias against you?
 Sent at 9:51 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  I'm not sure to be honest. I'm still somewhat young so (I hope) the generation gap doesn't come into play. There must be endless reasons why students ignore the class material, but I'm pretty certain it's not due to race.
 Sent at 9:54 PM on Wednesday
 me:  I would certainly hope not! You mentioned earlier that you have a pretty diverse classroom. Is there a large group of any particular race?
 Sent at 9:55 PM on Wednesday
 me:  More male or female students? And who do you feel you interact better with?
 Participant D:  Not really - it's pretty evenly distributed between white/black/hispanic/indian
 Sent at 9:56 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  More females for sure. The dynamic with women is of course slightly different.
 Sent at 9:58 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Can you recall any particular stories or experiences you've had with any students over the years?
 Participant D:  I sure can. Any particular type of story you're looking for?
 me:  Nope! More than one story is welcome if your okay with sharing.
 Sent at 10:01 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  One female student was so taken with me that she offered to drop the class immediately so I could go on a date with her. That was interesting. Another student (a male) had a fake leg and attacked me with it in the parking lot because he failed the class. So love and hate, I guess.
 Sent at 10:05 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Sounds interesting.. I'm sorry about that attack!
 Sent at 10:06 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Do you feel in the years you've been teaching that you either noticed or caught yourself being unconsciously bias against anyone?
 Sent at 10:08 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  Well, I'm only human, so yes - bias (positive and negative) can creep in, and a teacher must constantly guard against that. And I do.
 Sent at 10:10 PM on Wednesday
 me:  When you say guard against that- do you believe it to be a huge problem in terms of ever clouding your judgement when it comes to teaching, grading, etc.
 Sent at 10:13 PM on Wednesday
 Participant D:  Not a huge problem - just something to be cognizant of when dealing with the myriad personalities in the class.
 Sent at 10:15 PM on Wednesday
 me:  Great- You've been extremely helpful. Thank you again for participating and sharing information with me. Enjoy the rest of your evening!
 Participant D:  My pleasure.
 Sent at 10:18 PM on Wednesday